30th
Anxiety? Me? Neverr…..
Why does my head feel the need to wake me up with anxiety? It ensues while I’m sleeping and then i wake up with all sorts of physical symptoms including headaches and nausea. It really has to end NOW. There is just so much on my mind and I never feel like im able to debrief and then start fresh.
Last night I received a text that just blew my mind this morning. I don’t know when independance became a negative “intimidating” thing in this world. Little girls of baby boomers are taught to be independant, don’t rely on anyone but yourself because your self will always be there. I guess while I do depend on myself to live and get by, men really want someone they can take care of? It will always be a struggle for me i suppose. I don’t really understand what it is that i even put out there that men feel as though i have such a hard shell. It’s becoming extremely frustrating.
In other news, the sun is finally out and i bought a dragon tea set this weekend that i will probably never use.
Time for tea and a bagel. Bad case of the mondays.
