13th
AFUCKINGMEN sista. Lets get the fuck outta here….
i had this whole big thing in mind to post here about how tired i am of letting people walk all over me, and how its annoying that all i hear is “you’re so pretty and you have an awesome sense of humor and i feel dumb for not trying to date you when i had the chance”. okay, thats great. but what does that do for me? nothing.
basically, i’m trying to say that i don’t want to come home with you if i haven’t spoken to you since september. i don’t really wanna drive you home even though you live one town away from me because you’re kind of a jerk, but i’ll do it anyway because i’m nice or just a pushover. i don’t really wanna hang with you if you’ve done it with one of my friends. i don’t really wanna hang out with you if your home base is mary carrols. i don’t wanna go to your house because you’re alone on easter because you think we’re gonna do it. i don’t really wanna hang out with you if you’ve gone to rehab.
and don’t make me think you’re into me if you have a girlfriend. and then admit that you made me think you were into me on purpose and let me entertain the idea of hanging out with you and make me embarrass myself just to then let me know that you have a girlfriend, oops.
and don’t ask me for my number and then one word me every time you text me and be completely uninteresting. and then have a girlfriend.
and don’t give me a guilt trip about not talking to you when i get back to new york and tell me that you would totally try to pursue something with me if i lived in california because i’m a beautiful person and then ignore every attempt i’ve made at trying to have a normal relationship with you once i come back.
i really didn’t mean for this to be a huge rant of how every male i’ve met in the last year has sucked. it mostly boils down to me being tired of bullshit. it would be nice to meet one honest person who is normal and doesn’t have some secret motives. i just hate having to be weary of everyone i meet, or have to do a background check on you before i give you my number.
i want off this island.
